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2005-11-09 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: i would i was being used, treated horribly and i was just a prize to him. I wish you luck [Mind Demon]
2005-11-09 [Floydian Slip]: a prize? no ur a person were all poeplehow could any one see otherwise?
2005-11-09 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: my personality.. and he though i would be a good fuck... but ha i live 3000 miles away oh well.
2005-11-09 [Floydian Slip]: ..........i have no idea how 2 respond 2 that....
2005-11-09 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: lol i didn;t want you to, *sighs* i need a new life
2005-11-09 [Floydian Slip]: i NEED a life 2 begin with..........
2005-11-09 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: *pats steven's shoulder* there there
2005-11-09 [Floydian Slip]: then agin,i live in a small town....otions r limited.....so
2005-11-09 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: awe i'm sorry
2005-11-09 [Floydian Slip]: ......T-T.....
2005-11-28 [Mind Demon]: guess what i have a job now and my life is picking up and now he wants to get back together and says he wants no one else but me
2005-11-28 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: thats great!
2005-11-28 [Floydian Slip]: hm,life gets beter 4 the living........
2005-12-04 [Mind Demon]: he not getting me back
2005-12-04 [Mind Demon]: he hurt me too much
2005-12-04 [Mind Demon]: and he only wants my money
2005-12-07 [~Elvin Enchantres~]: good to hear it (not ur last)
2005-12-07 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: a lot of guys do that. *Sighs* And I want to burn them all with my cig. butts
2005-12-07 [~Elvin Enchantres~]: so do i, that is if i smoked !
2005-12-07 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: i do smoke
2005-12-08 [~Elvin Enchantres~]: u shouldent not that i'm complaning nothing to do with me
2005-12-08 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: i know i shouldn't but i only smoke when i need to, i'm not addicted to it
2005-12-08 [~Elvin Enchantres~]: when u need to?
2005-12-08 [Floydian Slip]: i just use red hot needels.....ex
2005-12-08 [~Satanirary The Dead~]: yea if i'm really stressed or really angry
2005-12-12 [Floydian Slip]: ........fire..
2006-06-09 [Death be Mine]: why is that?
2006-06-09 [Floydian Slip]: I dont know it just dosn't never has
2006-06-09 [Death be Mine]: You only think that you are not addicted
2006-06-09 [Floydian Slip]: ???
2006-06-09 [Death be Mine]: Fallen angel of suffering, cigs
2006-06-09 [Floydian Slip]: oh rite, it's been a while sence any1s put any thing here
2006-06-09 [Seize.The.Moment]: argh! anyone else here feel like there life has ended?
2006-06-09 [Kyromanic]: life? what is life really? everyone's interpretation is different... so I don't know if I can answer that
2006-06-10 [Seize.The.Moment]: on the outside im alive still but inside im dead
2006-06-10 [Floydian Slip]: .........yeh, you got to find some inanamate thing to cling to life for.....
2006-06-12 [Kyromanic]: perhaps... people tend to grab on to ideals... the 'make believe' that they force into reality and believe... reactions in the brain that become emotions as strong as that of .... love? Something so fragile and so vulnerable, makebelieve, and yet so strong in our society.... but if you find the right thing to love and it does you well to cling to you.... makes life worthwhile? *shrugs*
2006-06-14 [Floydian Slip]: like my art....i suck but it let's me an alternitive escape from reality....
2006-06-15 [Kyromanic]: yes... the problem is... when does an innocent escape go too far? At what point does your escape begin to away at your life becoming a harmful obsession that onle worsens the reality you've been trying to escape? I don't know... perhaps it's best to tough it up and stick to reality before it's too late... unless of course, it already is
2006-06-16 [Floydian Slip]: my reality's boreing parent's,sraig
2006-06-16 [Kyromanic]: Escaping from your problems don't make them better... it doesn't solve anything just... makes things worse...
2006-06-16 [Floydian Slip]: if your happy living in your own little world why ever come out?
2006-06-16 [Kyromanic]: because all the meanwhile time is running out and you'll be dead.... then what? if there's nothing after that then you just lost everything in the worst way... you lost your possibility at life... and if there is life after death? then looking back, what can you say about your life? what did you do of meaning? nothing... nothing at all
2006-06-16 [Floydian Slip]: true....that's why I want to be a great artist...
2006-06-16 [Kyromanic]: Creating something immortal.... a part of you that is frozen in time and just as cold and yet... it can be destroyed so easily...
2006-06-18 [Seize.The.Moment]: i have nothing in my life except my friends i hate most of my family so my friends are the only thing that keep me going
2006-06-19 [Kyromanic]: ... what about yourself? Friends come and go but your own heart and mind remains, no?
2006-06-19 [Floydian Slip]: no....
2006-06-20 [Kyromanic]: your mind doesn't remain? When your world is shattered and destroyed, are you not left with your own memories and your own pain?
2006-06-21 [Floydian Slip]: the mind is a prison made of logic for your soul.....
2006-06-22 [Seize.The.Moment]: i cant even understand myself at the moment my life seems upside down, my friends are my life. they mean so much to me with out them i would be long gone
2006-06-22 [Kyromanic]: The problem is that when it all comes down to it... you can't really trust others. They get weary of your troubles and blame you for it... then eventually... they'll betray you... you can't depend on them or they'll hate you for it.
2006-06-22 [Seize.The.Moment]: well i cant help but feel like my life is a nightmare and my friends take my mind of my problems. you have to face it if you had no-one it would drive you insane, but i cant talk because at the moment it seems like i have no friends after all and im feeling abit like ending it all
2006-06-30 [Floydian Slip]: if were lisening then arn't we your frinds, then agin were just words on a computer screen, right?
2006-06-30 [Seize.The.Moment]: of course you are my friends but most of my close friends not on here have messed up my head abit one in perticular. the people on here are the only ones atm that i can hold on to. so thanx you guys
2006-07-03 [Floydian Slip]: ^^
2006-07-04 [Seize.The.Moment]: please go on my wiki dedicated to the people who help me forget how shit life is the great people
2006-07-07 [Seize.The.Moment]: message to phebes i never betrayed you i guessed when i said that thing and i never knew i was right. i think we should forget about it but i do think it's lame to join a wiki just to have a dig at me
2006-07-07 [Seize.The.Moment]: + this wiki is for people who feel depressed because most of there life is falling apart (correct me if im wrong) you have no idea what it's like to be depressed
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: umm.. excuse me but you try living my life and see how depressed you get
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: you always complain about your life..about your parents and sisters
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: at least you've got yuor whole family
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: try knowing that the last thing you ever said to your father was well....no that nice
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: try knowing that you mums disability limits her so much and the only time she shows it is when she is soo ill because she is worn out trying to make sure that you and your sister are ok
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: and you think that you've got it bad
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: maybe its you that doesn't know what depression is
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: and i wasn't trying to have a dig at you because im not like that and honestly there are better things to do in life than trying to upset a person
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: and im not here to fight im here to try and make friends that are in the same situation
2006-07-07 [Seize.The.Moment]: you have no idea how lucky you are phebes your life is planned out for you you have all that money and your mum is never like my mum you go around saying how hard you have it when you will always have what ever you want you should look around sometime and see what you've done to people. your life could never be as hard as mine and you know i just wish you could get over yourself i never come to you and moan about how shit my life is but you pushed me too far here cant you just leave this wiki and we can sort this instead of slaging eachother off
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: oh and its not just you who hurt me...if it was i wouldn't have joined this wiki
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: i don't want to slag you off. I'm not here to slag you off. But you say that im lucky. the only reason that my mum has the money is becasue my dad is dead. sure thats lucky
2006-07-07 [Seize.The.Moment]: then why did you just put about me there
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: becuase i wanted you to understand how i felt
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: and im really tired of fighting with you
2006-07-07 [MischeviousAngel 101]: i just wish shane idn't say that so none of this could have happened
2006-07-07 [Kyromanic]: everyone is different yet everyone is the same... the situations are altered sure but does that make the depression worse in one case than the other? Especially since depression (both the state of mind and the illness) takes place in the mind (which is different for everyone)... so i really don't see how you can be realistic and yet tell someone that "you have no idea what it's like" or "you try living my life"... because it's not the life itself but the mind that's affected... *shrugs*
2006-07-07 [Floydian Slip]: I thought this was away to cheer ppl w/ problems up not to say your depressed because every1 else seems to be......*the prozac talking*
2006-07-07 [Kyromanic]: I dunno what the point it... I'm just saying that it's pointless to say that the other person doesn't know how you feel or to have a competition as to who has more reason to be depressed... *shrugs again*
2006-07-07 [Floydian Slip]: i agree this whole shallow social pop culture crap gets on my nerves, it's blinding us from the ppl who actually HAVE problems until it's too late..........
2006-07-07 [Kyromanic]: well you see... those who think that they have the problem have it just as badly as those who have the illness.... why do I say this? Because we often underestimate the power of our own minds... what we make real is in fact real to us.... the problem is that we go under the assumption that it's just a faze we're going through and that when things get better, we'll get better... because sometimes it doesn't... sometimes you look around you and feel that there is something terribly wrong with your life even though you know it will change and you know that there are so many people who have it worse... and yet? It makes no difference. All you know is the now that eats you up inside.
2006-07-07 [Seize.The.Moment]: im sorry guys i know i should have never said anything but i just hate it when people say they are depressed to get into some kind of 'club' if you know what i mean. anyway next time i'll be sure to chop my fingers off to prevent any more rubbish comments
2006-07-10 [Floydian Slip]: it's s'ok i've written MY share of trash comments ^^'
2006-07-10 [Seize.The.Moment]: ^.^ *hugs*
2006-07-10 [Floydian Slip]: it's ok really........
2006-07-10 [MischeviousAngel 101]: im sorry too...just having a bad day
2006-07-10 [Seize.The.Moment]: so...
2006-07-10 [Tormented-Ivy]: u know what i don't understand is why does everyone think that they are so depressed that they could jump off a cliff and kill your self like i think of doing every day. why can't u guys just remember the happy times that we had???? can't u guys remember????? before i met u guys i had no friends at all and i will not stand by and thik that two of my friends will jump off a cliff just because they think that ur both depressed.
2006-07-10 [Seize.The.Moment]: hannah if i thought like that all the time i wouldnt be here
2006-07-12 [Floydian Slip]: yeh, youd probably be at the bottem of a cliff......^^'
2006-07-13 [Seize.The.Moment]: yup
2006-10-12 [Summoner Wolf]: Why a cliff? There's no cliffs where I live... I'll just bleed to death...
2006-11-13 [Seize.The.Moment]: where has everyone gone!!!!!!!
2006-11-13 [Seize.The.Moment]: .....was it me again :(
2006-11-14 [Summoner Wolf]: Nope. It was me.
2006-11-17 [Seize.The.Moment]: yay well at least thers someone else here
2006-11-17 [Summoner Wolf]: *big hug* FREE HUG FRIDAY!
2006-11-19 [Seize.The.Moment]: ooooo
2006-11-22 [i yell at my monkey]: y is it i'm in pages way longer than other ppl but i'm never at the beginnin of the list
2006-11-23 [Seize.The.Moment]: snap tis tres anoying
2006-11-23 [Seize.The.Moment]: thats why i start my own wiki pages
2006-11-26 [i yell at my monkey]: that's 2 much work 4 as much as i get on here
2006-11-26 [Seize.The.Moment]: yea i only get on here for about half an hour a day
2006-11-28 [i yell at my monkey]: i get on here like every few days if that
2006-11-28 [Seize.The.Moment]: aww *hugs*
2006-12-04 [Seize.The.Moment]: no one writes here 
2006-12-06 [i yell at my monkey]: yah i know
2006-12-09 [Seize.The.Moment]: we should write more on here
2006-12-10 [i yell at my monkey]: i write on here every time i'm on here pretty much
2006-12-10 [Seize.The.Moment]: aww lol i try an write on as many as possible
2006-12-16 [i yell at my monkey]: yah i write all the pages i'm on while here
2006-12-16 [Seize.The.Moment]: yea same ^.^
2006-12-18 [i yell at my monkey]: where is every 1
2006-12-19 [Seize.The.Moment]: i dunno :(
2006-12-21 [i yell at my monkey]: that makes me sad
2006-12-24 [Seize.The.Moment]: yea everyone disappeared...
2006-12-25 [i yell at my monkey]: well wat do u want 2 talk about
2006-12-25 [Summoner Wolf]: CHEESE!
2006-12-25 [i yell at my monkey]: wat kind of cheese cheese whis american provilon pepper jack wat kind
2006-12-25 [Eloura]: *walks in and watches them all*
2006-12-26 [Summoner Wolf]: SMOKED! W00T!
2006-12-26 [Eloura]: *just watches sadly*
2006-12-27 [Summoner Wolf]: *pats Eloura* Lighten up! ;)
2006-12-29 [i yell at my monkey]: yah look more ppl yay
2006-12-29 [Eloura]: *blinks and say's* huh? *for she was lost in thought again*
2006-12-31 [i yell at my monkey]: i mean no 1 is really on here
2007-01-02 [Eloura]: ahhhhh ok.
2007-01-04 [i yell at my monkey]: yah
2007-01-09 [Eloura]: ... *sighs*
2007-01-09 [i yell at my monkey]: so wat r ur interests
2007-01-09 [Eloura]: All kinds, you?
2007-01-09 [i yell at my monkey]: ah mostly everything
2007-01-13 [Eloura]: Cool.
2007-01-14 [Summoner Wolf]: Heh. I died. lolz.
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: NOOOOO
2007-01-14 [Summoner Wolf]: But I came back to life. Heh.
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: YAY!
2007-01-14 [i yell at my monkey]: *pokes* r u sure ur kind of cold
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: *sits there thinking*
2007-01-14 [i yell at my monkey]: *thinks bout thinkin* ooooohhh that hurts lol
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: Hey it's my only escape...
2007-01-14 [i yell at my monkey]: lol
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: Well it is!!!
2007-01-14 [i yell at my monkey]: ok calm downish now lol
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: *calms down instantly and blinks*
2007-01-14 [i yell at my monkey]: k
2007-01-14 [Eloura]: soooooooooooo
2007-03-01 [i yell at my monkey]: yah
2007-03-01 [Eloura]: OOOOOOOOOOOOOO
2007-03-01 [i yell at my monkey]: so wat u been up 2
2007-03-01 [Eloura]: To much, you?
2007-03-01 [i yell at my monkey]: lol do elaborate sum lol ah most nuttin got laid off from work
2007-03-02 [Eloura]: Awwww i'm so sorry hun, and no elaborating or should i.
2007-03-02 [i yell at my monkey]: elaborat its ok
2007-03-03 [Eloura]: Maybe.. *sighs*
2007-03-03 [i yell at my monkey]: ah com on
2007-03-04 [Eloura]: But why? For they are petty
2007-03-04 [i yell at my monkey]: idk it gives us sumthan 2 talk about
2007-03-08 [Eloura]: You know that's a good point.
2007-03-08 [i yell at my monkey]: so elaborate
2007-03-08 [Eloura]: You first
2007-03-09 [i yell at my monkey]: um on wat
2007-03-10 [Eloura]: Anything
2007-03-10 [i yell at my monkey]: ah im went runnin so i can get in shae 4 my PT test in april ah i just got a new gf ah i am goin with her 2 sumthing later ah also im guna go c 300 2morrow um thats it 4 now how bout u
2007-03-11 [Eloura]: Ohh, i could go on whats happened latly could take me awhile. But today my gun it's a 1962 berreta, it's a double with two triggers (yea it's older i know) Well i was the first to shoot it in 20-30 years, well the bottom firing pin came out, and it will take up to 2 month to get the pin and fix it.... So i need to find out about getting my other shot gun back.. (sorry it's for 4-H)
2007-03-11 [i yell at my monkey]: ah thats suxs
2007-03-11 [Eloura]: Yea.
2007-03-12 [i yell at my monkey]: well we got sum time lol tell wat happenin lately
2007-03-13 [Eloura]: ummm maybe.
2007-03-13 [i yell at my monkey]: lol will u just spit it out
2007-03-14 [Eloura]: *twitches nose* You first ..
2007-03-14 [i yell at my monkey]: ah i got a new gf and a a new job i got 2 go 2 drill this weekend ah i am goin 2 c my gf 2morrow shes still goes 2 skool and she has a track meet 2morow ah wat else um i went 2 bed bath and beyond 2 pick sheets and blankets lol i know lol but i get new sheets i get a new gf knd show sum respect yah dont want ur new gf in ur old girls sheets lol now ur turn 2 spill it lol
2007-03-15 [Eloura]: There is so much i can say to all that, but might have the name of shelby????
2007-03-16 [i yell at my monkey]: wait wat
2007-03-16 [Eloura]: Why wait wait?
2007-03-18 [i yell at my monkey]: i didnt understand that last sentance
2007-03-18 [Eloura]: Never mind I messed up.
2007-03-18 [i yell at my monkey]: well do correct urself
2007-03-18 [Eloura]: I shall do that.
2007-03-19 [i yell at my monkey]: waiting...
2007-03-19 [Eloura]: I was wondering if your girlfriends name was shelby...
2007-03-20 [i yell at my monkey]: ah no Jenny y???
2007-03-20 [Eloura]: Ahhhh ok, never mind. (i forget why i asked now)
2007-03-21 [i yell at my monkey]: lol ok then
2007-03-22 [Eloura]: Yea, sorry bout that.
2007-03-22 [i yell at my monkey]: lol its kewl
2007-03-22 [Eloura]: Thanks
2007-03-23 [i yell at my monkey]: yah so wats new and excitin
2007-03-23 [Eloura]: UHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2007-03-23 [i yell at my monkey]: really it not all that new and it really isnt excitin how did u come 2 that conclusin
2007-03-24 [Eloura]: I am not sure. Lol....
2007-03-24 [i yell at my monkey]: lol ok then *shrugs*
2007-03-24 [Eloura]: *shrugs also and eats a marshemello*
2007-03-25 [i yell at my monkey]: eeewww marshmellows im sort of a health nut
2007-03-25 [Eloura]: Normaly i am to, but today is a day i wanted Marshemello, Plus better this then the chocolate in my opionion..
2007-03-25 [i yell at my monkey]: ah my weaknesses r taco bell, ice cream, and reese fast breaks
2007-03-25 [Eloura]: Awwww, you poor poor monkey. *looks innocent and then says* Well, Coke a cola, (chocolate in general...) and reese cups are mine...
2007-03-25 [i yell at my monkey]: lol i drink diet pepsi i need carbinated drinks lol i dont like reese cups but i do like fast breaks
2007-03-25 [Eloura]: I try to keep away from pop that's not diet but someday's it doesn't work... See i like the reese cups, but am not to much for the breaks.. lol
2007-03-25 [i yell at my monkey]: yah i treat myself like twice a month with a regular pop and sum junk food
2007-03-29 [Eloura]: Cool!
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